Everything/Everything
Everything
Words meant for paper swirl in my head
Write me down, write me down, before you are dead
Share with others they can’t hear inside
If a meteor crashes in space does it really collide?
What if I was studied like Emily or Edgar
Each word with a meaning forever and ever
When they swirl like this what they don’t know
Is that they are organic, like flowers that grow
Dissect all you want to see what I mean
The spin of the words is not a part like my spleen
So this is the voice that says put it on paper for others
The other voice booms to send me under the covers
But the boom is a whisper loud and insistent
Gives me advice unsolicited------ very persistent
Last month of the year it said be still
Listen to me, be patient, I promise this is real
It knew, (a he I think) that I was on the run
Everyday always from the time I was begun
Shh,,,,,, be still just wait like a deer in the woods
Pause, soak up beauty and give a rest to the shoulds.
How do you know what you want he said
You think that your dream will be invented by your head?
I stopped and I listened in my chest felt the heat
In my ears and my throat, there it was, the guiding beat
Everything, everything as the Femmes would say
Everything all of it comes over to play
Be quiet be patient rest for a moment
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh be still
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Jenny Nix